This Feeling. Right Now.
January 30, 2013 § Leave a comment
In the midst of producing words for dissertation, I looked out the window on my left.
A minute ago, the sun was shining brightly, so brightly that I had moved my belongings to the seat further away. Now, I see little raindrops hitting the window pane, accompanied by strong gushes of wind. A group of athletic guys across the field kicked their football away, and run for shelter.
The sudden change in weather. So rainy and so windy.
It distracts me for a second.
And in my earphones, Boyce Avenue’s lyrics went by.
Inside you’re dying cause you can’t believe…
It was none of your fault… (song: Broken Angel)
How this moment complements my feelings right now.
It’s okay. I will not question. Anymore.
And just another minute later, the sun appeared again. And so, the rain just stopped. As abruptly as it appeared.
How I wish this feeling would disappear as easily as that.